So many scary things happened..
Whoa...time does fly when you're busy with different scary things...
Firstly, I want to inform to all my commission orders that I will do the commissions no matter what. I'm still flat broke, and I got even more things on my back what I need to pay out. I will tell you it all in this entry.
Firstly, I'm still drowning with bills but I'm managing just and just. When I'm better, I will continue doing them after I'm healed.
I was at the hospital last week, because my stomach started to hurt like hell he other day. I started to be a bit worried because it was this odd kind of pain I had, and the next day I got to work, the pain was so bad that I couldn't barely walk or stand at all. So my boss tossed me to see the doctor, and they throwed me in three different placs until hey discovered in Meilahti Hospital that I had appendix infected badly. Huh...I know that alot of people have had this and it's nothing serious if it wont pop, but goddammit it was PAINFULL!
I laughed my ass out at the hospital, because I've had SO many things happened this year..First my back is crushed, and now this. Haha. So, what I need to do is pay the surgery and hospital bills when they come out. I heard that it's not much, but still extra things to pay, one again. D:
Also, I dropped out from the Finnish BJD moderator team last week. It was my very own decission, and I had my reasons to do so. I enjoyed my time there fully and I love those people in moderator team, but I felt like my job is done in there C:
Oh, and one thing, I need to find myself a new job, since I can't continue in Meira anymore. ( because of health problems, you know, my back. ) It's way too hard job to continue, and I don't want to take that risk ( as neither does my bosses ) that I might end up in a wheelchair.
So...once again, I'm in a sickleave. Not because of back, but because of tummy! \o/
I'm not sure that what bad I have done in my earlier life? I guess I was a horrible bitch or something because now it all pays me back in this life. Great! %D
( haha, some might think now: hey, you still are! *gotcha* )
blankFirstly, I want to inform to all my commission orders that I will do the commissions no matter what. I'm still flat broke, and I got even more things on my back what I need to pay out. I will tell you it all in this entry.
Firstly, I'm still drowning with bills but I'm managing just and just. When I'm better, I will continue doing them after I'm healed.
I was at the hospital last week, because my stomach started to hurt like hell he other day. I started to be a bit worried because it was this odd kind of pain I had, and the next day I got to work, the pain was so bad that I couldn't barely walk or stand at all. So my boss tossed me to see the doctor, and they throwed me in three different placs until hey discovered in Meilahti Hospital that I had appendix infected badly. Huh...I know that alot of people have had this and it's nothing serious if it wont pop, but goddammit it was PAINFULL!
I laughed my ass out at the hospital, because I've had SO many things happened this year..First my back is crushed, and now this. Haha. So, what I need to do is pay the surgery and hospital bills when they come out. I heard that it's not much, but still extra things to pay, one again. D:
Also, I dropped out from the Finnish BJD moderator team last week. It was my very own decission, and I had my reasons to do so. I enjoyed my time there fully and I love those people in moderator team, but I felt like my job is done in there C:
Oh, and one thing, I need to find myself a new job, since I can't continue in Meira anymore. ( because of health problems, you know, my back. ) It's way too hard job to continue, and I don't want to take that risk ( as neither does my bosses ) that I might end up in a wheelchair.
So...once again, I'm in a sickleave. Not because of back, but because of tummy! \o/
I'm not sure that what bad I have done in my earlier life? I guess I was a horrible bitch or something because now it all pays me back in this life. Great! %D
( haha, some might think now: hey, you still are! *gotcha* )